So this year has started quite stressfully and emotionally

I’ve never cried so hard on any New Year’s Day

But 01/01/2026 I’ve cried almost whole day like the world’s gonna end (well indeed the world is going to end one day anyways)

It’s actually the small things that added up:

1. Emotional negligence by close ones

2. Toothpaste fell into the toilet bowl

3. Failed to go to planned destination to see the scenery I wanted

Mmooooodddyyyyy for the whole day 🥲

My partner told me

“Don’t be so negative”

Ok, he meant it in a good intention

But I thought through my emotions, I accepted them

Why do we have to be positive all the time?

I think we are allowed to be sad

Life should be inclusive of all feelings: happiness, sadness, anger, empathy, frustration, appreciation, etc

Sometimes sadness and being able to express it through crying/shouting/sharing help us to feel and pour out our emotions so we could slowly recover and fill it with better emotions

I guess this is life

Various feelings, various decisions, various encounters

Sometimes there’s never right or wrong

Only lessons to be learnt, challenges to be conquered, journey to be discovered and experienced

We are allowed to be strong and weak at the same time

Why do we care so much on what other people think?

We take care of other people’s feelings, other people’s perspectives, how bout our own?

Take a break

Have a KitKat

Sorry I meant take a break, get ready for more what life could brings

Everything is temporary, you don’t own anything

No one owes you anything

But you owe yourself everything

Be yourself, love yourself, don’t lower standards, no high expectations

Follow the flow, go with what your heart takes you, but remember to bring your brain with you

Be present and don’t be too hard on ourselves

Hopefully I could do that

Another day has gone

I hope I could be happy again

就像雨过天晴

就会出现的彩虹🌈

I know I will

Like what time always does

Without knowingly

Being better each day 

I hope

The song “talking to the moon” by Bruno Mars brings me back to 2013 when I was at National Service.

Not sure why, maybe it was one of the hits at that year, and one of the songs we cherished somehow LOL

How scary time flies past so fast

I always knew time goes by quickly but looking back it’s been at least a decade since I’ve been in national service

There’s a lot of funny and thoughtful memories back then

Youth • happiness • friendship • lessons • challenges • fun • reflections • determinations • bravery • experiences

One of the things I never regret participating in

Come to think of it

Is there ever right or wrong in life?

Probably in morality point of view

Apart from that I think life is always about choices of choosing challenges and experiences

This should always be our own choices that shape our paths in life, that shape ourselves for what we’ve become today

failure or lessons?

Science or art?

Gym or food?

Homosexual or heterosexual?

Shopping or hiking?

Reading or sports?

Indoor or outdoor?

Somehow intertwined but somehow different.

If life is to experience, why not live it to the fullest and not leave any regrets?

After all, the authority for our own pathways should be our own choices to make, not for others to decide.

If we could decide this will make it worthwhile and we are happy with this, probably shouldn’t authorize others for controlling what we think is best for us.

Let’s keep it rational but also flexible.

Sometimes we probably should go around the rule rather than letting the rule get around us 🙈

Life is just too short to waste.

With this, I dedicate to you all

Bruno Mars • Talking to the Moon 🌙 

Nah, there’s my colleague there to help hence I’m paying my full attention to the dog 🤣

FYI this is a long forgotten video I suddenly recalled haha!

I remembered how happy I was when schnitzel responded to my command.

And here’s the two reflections I’ve got from this incident:

1. Cherish anyone in life who listens to you, because this is so rare in life (and when I say listen, I mean active listening haha)

2. No expectations. The higher the expectations are, the harder you fall when it’s not achieved. Just life well, work hard and smart, enjoy when you should, go with the flow. Who knows maybe life with no expectations might reap higher happiness 🙈

Ta-ta for now! 

Still loving schnitzel! He is a really happy dog and he really spread he happiness! ❤️🐶

Omg guys!

It’s been sooooo long!

It’s just been too busy! 😢

Ok so I’m still being pampered, having this 小熊饼干and nice herbal tea personally made by my very generous colleague, her name is Qi ❤️

Appreciate it to the moon and back! 😍

The month of May is a beautiful month indeed 🍂

I have a nurse friend once said “we always taking care of other people at work and we don’t have time to care for ourselves”

And that hit me pretty hard

That’s right, maybe that’s why sometimes we feel drained after work 

It’s not that we don’t love our job, it’s just that we’re not taking care of ourselves much when working I guess

Which shows that self care and self loving is very vital for us to then provide love and care to the others and our loved ones💕

Hence the Tassie trip 🙈

May is such a wonderful month

It’s the month of Autumn in Melbourne with nice weather🍂 

Also the month of mathematical love

I’m glad to be born in May

At least I could live this once

And I hope I could make this once worth it with everyone I love and grateful for

Thank you for those who’ve came into my life and continued staying 

Thank you for  those who left

Thank you for those who poured love into my soul

I hope I could do the same

And I guess time could prove that

Everything will then be worthwhile

Secret code: 5/19·20，happy 521 🤍

我依旧·爱你，521 快乐🤍

 Hmmm I’ve decided to write something after stopping for a while~

Time flies!

And…

Christmas is around the corner!

Are you ready for it? 🤭

A few months back the Christmas I’ve imagined is so different from what it might be appear to be now…

The people I’m with, and the things that happened

I guess this is life

Full of unpredictable things

But I guess all happens for a reason

And I’m willing to live and do my best in this life ♥️

Ohhhhhhhh let’s share a bit of my christmasty presentsssss hehe ♥️ 

So, the full time pharmacy I’m working at has this secret Santa event, and I’ve got this from my KK 🎁🎅

It’s very thoughtful of her! My hair clip has broken a few months back and I do suffer from eczema especially on my hands and look what she’ve got me! She must’ve know me well hehe! Really appreciate it! My first ever Christmas gift from a secret Santa and it turned out to be super awesome! Love it! 💕

Oh, and the choco, totally need that for stress relieve! 🤭♥️

Also, got a Christmas card from a customer! First every personalized Christmas card 🥹♥️

 Apart from those miserable days

I’m glad to see rainbow 🌈 coming through after pouring rain 🌧️ 

Simple and short, but sweet and touches the heart ♥️ 

🌈 of the day: received my first ever chocolate from a customer appreciating my hard work 🥰🥹*happy tears*

This is so rare that I really think I should document this 😆

It makes me feel my hard work is paid off and motivates me to grow my passion in my career

Basically I’ve helped his mum to pack Webster packs, I’ve helped setting up the Websters and changing them when the medication regime has any changes. Just doing my job, not expecting any reward, glad to be helping people. But he surprised me with his appreciation on my hard work which even myself almost forget that I’m actually constantly helping people when I work, which is why I chose this job, to help people.

Not sure if anyone ever experience this autopilot mode where you keep doing your job and as time goes by you’ve forgotten why you’ve chose this path and everything seemed to be out of its place. You just keep working, working and working, the passion wears off and you’re living on like a zombie

Although yes I do need to work to feed myself and my parents ♥️ But also being able to look out for patients who are appreciative for my help to solve their problems is also the reason I chose this career (although sometimes I can’t even solve my own problems 😅)

I think everyone who works sincerely and doing their best deserve to be appreciated, regardless of occupation type

Recently having a few people telling me to live the life that makes myself happy, genuinely appreciate those advice and people being a part of my life ✨

My life ain’t perfect

And there are nights I’m thinking if this is the life I wanted

I guess, at least I am taking one step at a time, even though it is a bit slow, but I’m progressing towards the life I would want to be in

Well, not all days are good days

But at least they are good days in life, and I cherish those moments

After all, life is too short, so why fill it up with and magnify those miserable moments? Not worth it…

Cheers to awesome people and customers in my life! We all deserve to be happy and I hope we all can be happy in this life! ♥️