| Owner  [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] A girl who loves Aqua blue colour,loves music, and anime. Favourite quote : Don't worry, Be Happy! :) Love to do anything when I just feel like doing. I would like to be more crazier while writing in my blog. If you think I am too crazy, forgive me. XD Aquamarine_Lys aka LღL (Lydia.L) Tagboard  Credits | 🎁🎄🎅 Hmmm I’ve decided to write something after stopping for a while~ Time flies! And… Christmas is around the corner! Are you ready for it? 🤭 A few months back the Christmas I’ve imagined is so different from what it might be appear to be now… The people I’m with, and the things that happened I guess this is life Full of unpredictable things But I guess all happens for a reason And I’m willing to live and do my best in this life ♥️ Ohhhhhhhh let’s share a bit of my christmasty presentsssss hehe ♥️ So, the full time pharmacy I’m working at has this secret Santa event, and I’ve got this from my KK 🎁🎅 It’s very thoughtful of her! My hair clip has broken a few months back and I do suffer from eczema especially on my hands and look what she’ve got me! She must’ve know me well hehe! Really appreciate it! My first ever Christmas gift from a secret Santa and it turned out to be super awesome! Love it! 💕   Oh, and the choco, totally need that for stress relieve! 🤭♥️ Also, got a Christmas card from a customer! First every personalized Christmas card 🥹♥️ And a lovely bracelet from another fashionable customer ♥️ It really feels appreciated when the people you serve don’t neglect or ignore the effort you put into helping them, and I really do appreciate them for being a very lovely people around us. This is one of the reasons I still love my job and want to help more people despite unavoidably there might be sometimes where it can be pretty stressful~ Grateful to have amazing work environment and colleagues too! Hopefully everything will get better! Bits and pieces here and there~ I’m very grateful and feeling very pampered for this year’s Christmas ♥️ 🌈 Apart from those miserable days I’m glad to see rainbow 🌈 coming through after pouring rain 🌧️ Simple and short, but sweet and touches the heart ♥️ 🌈 of the day: received my first ever chocolate from a customer appreciating my hard work 🥰🥹*happy tears* This is so rare that I really think I should document this 😆 It makes me feel my hard work is paid off and motivates me to grow my passion in my career Basically I’ve helped his mum to pack Webster packs, I’ve helped setting up the Websters and changing them when the medication regime has any changes. Just doing my job, not expecting any reward, glad to be helping people. But he surprised me with his appreciation on my hard work which even myself almost forget that I’m actually constantly helping people when I work, which is why I chose this job, to help people. Not sure if anyone ever experience this autopilot mode where you keep doing your job and as time goes by you’ve forgotten why you’ve chose this path and everything seemed to be out of its place. You just keep working, working and working, the passion wears off and you’re living on like a zombie Although yes I do need to work to feed myself and my parents ♥️ But also being able to look out for patients who are appreciative for my help to solve their problems is also the reason I chose this career (although sometimes I can’t even solve my own problems 😅) I think everyone who works sincerely and doing their best deserve to be appreciated, regardless of occupation type Recently having a few people telling me to live the life that makes myself happy, genuinely appreciate those advice and people being a part of my life ✨ My life ain’t perfect And there are nights I’m thinking if this is the life I wanted I guess, at least I am taking one step at a time, even though it is a bit slow, but I’m progressing towards the life I would want to be in Well, not all days are good days But at least they are good days in life, and I cherish those moments After all, life is too short, so why fill it up with and magnify those miserable moments? Not worth it… Cheers to awesome people and customers in my life! We all deserve to be happy and I hope we all can be happy in this life! ♥️  What’s life? Omg feeling a bit regret not going for the Japan trip my sister offered for May 2023 at the moment because don’t know if I’ll have this opportunity in the future and how long would it take for me to have this opportunity 😭 Because it’s a sixteen hours flight 🥲 Next topic.. Talked to one of my colleagues at the hospital, I guess we’re both belong to the similar age group and hence has quite similar opinions on relationships… As I get older, I think it’s not that I don’t believe in love at first sight, it’s just that I think that a lot of relationships can be nurtured with time. It’s more the companionship I would long for, rather than the sort of you die I die passionate kinda love hahaha if you know what I mean. Thought it would be kinda fun to have a small conclusion here so when I look back I would be able to laugh at how childish I am in writing my blog 🤪 Life is short, cherish it! Ciaooo for now peepsss! ♥️ Egggggcited for the time to come in two more weeks! 🥰 Mayday’s Concert I’ve failed Big fail On purchasing Mayday’s concert ticket 😭 现在不时想起来心都会痛一次 很想哭😭 没有人会明白的… 也没有人会在意🙂 五月天这么闻名 这么多粉丝追捧 少我一个 演唱会还是会举行 我还是不能去 可能是太期待了吧 终于有机会了 可是居然又泡汤了😭 我不怪谁 不能怪谁 只能怪自己 太没缘分了 这个结局是完全在我预料之外 这么努力赚钱 其一是为了去他们的演唱会 钱都准备好了 时间也安排好了 怎么去也去计划好了 只差票了 就那一张票 那一张票！ 没人会明白的😭 还在工作时间上线 老板人很好，还给我休息时间买票，知道很难等还建议我用公司电脑上线等票  结果还是买不到 心情超差的 但是还要专心工作 还是要微笑和人说话 可能是我笑得太难看了吧，不然就是脸太臭了， 老板还问我没事吧，票有买到吗😅 哎 到家吃饭都不好吃 你们能明白那种很难过到吃饭一点都不香的感觉吗？ 我真的没发现我居然这么喜欢五月天😅 真的 我是哭着写这篇文章的 很安静的哭着😭 可能这一切都是安排好的吧 我就是没那个命 😭 真心希望我会好起来 13/5/2023当天工作完 我会经过演唱会场地 希望我不会哭😭 Bits and pieces
 It’s me, hi, I’m the problem it’s me… 🤣 Sorry yes it’s me again 🙈 Life has been… busy… Oh ya! Gotten sunflowers from the pharmacy! 🌻 And my boss gave me a smart watch because just there’s one time we talked about my birthday and I’m teasing le boss saying “ remember to buy me a birthday gift” Boss: what do you want as gift? Me: oh I’m just joking I also don’t know what I want 🤣 Then few days later boss knew I love to sleep so much that this smart watch idea came to mind. Me: Thank you so much for the early birthday gift 🥹 Boss: Haha, you might regret receiving it later Me: 🌝 I knew it! This watch is a trappppppp, later tons of workplace notifications boom 🤣 Hahaha nah, I think my boss is very kind not to do too much workplace notifications after hours 🤣 Just a tiny video for my gift unboxing~ 🙈 Hmmmm what else happening… Ohhhh! There’s a nurse in the hospital who somehow I’ve always picked up his call 😭 And he always give this difficult weird medicines to be transferred to the ward 🤦🏻♀️ This happens until we recognised each other’s voice and know each other’s name 🤦🏻♀️ And one day he asked to transfer this weird medicine which the pharmacy department really really don’t have it and I told him about it and he’s still not convinced. Me: This happened every week to me 🥹 My colleague: hahaha yes I know 🤣 Me: later if he really appear in front of me I will never forget his look 🌝 My colleague and I laughed this off just in time for the next second of his appearance in the pharmacy department showing me how the medicine looked like and I told him we really don’t have it 😀 Oh and yaaaa I just communicated with the nicest doctor I’ve communicated in the hospital!!! I mean I didn’t really communicate with each and every doctor in the hospital but so far this is the nicest doctor I’ve come across in my entire life 😭   It turns out the plot is quite interesting too!  I like the ending how the main character just hope they’re happy now and not focusing/worrying/expecting too much about the future. Because nothing lasts forever, and the only constant in life is change (well that’s what I think) and therefore living in present and cherishing every moment now is what we can do, and what seemed to be important I guess. :) Well that’s all for now, hopefully I’ll see you in the next update! Hopefully. Decision Finally I can have some time for myself… Tomorrow is Christmas Day! And I’m working 4pm-12am 🫠 Oh yaaaaaa! Recently 想见你 got movie version! I’m so anticipating this! Hmmmm sooooooo I’ve resigned! 🙈 I guess it’s time for me to explore the pharmacist field~ I’m actually very glad I’ve chosen pharmacist as my profession as it has various field for me to explore 🤭 I’m so excited for next year! I’m the kind of person who is very stubborn ( tell me about Taurus people ha-ha) Once I’ve make up my mind, this is it, I’ll go all the way for it, until I’ve succeeding in it. So far I’ve never ever regretted in any decision I’ve made. When I’m in kindergarten, I decided to wear a pretty dress and take a photo and my aunty did that for me~ When I’m in primary school, I’ve spotted a purple shaker (it’s the name for mechanical pencil), and I’ve bought it, used it till almost when I graduated university ( unfortunately it died roughly few months before my graduation 😭) . When I’m in secondary school, I’ve decided to participate maxis cyberkids for school and also fun ha-ha, and I did it 🤩 During my university years, I’ve decided to go to Australia for my second half of bachelor degree. I did doubt a bit and seek to see if any friends were going. But there’s not quite a definite answer as I’m quite a loner in uni years to be honest. Actually I’m quite a loner all these while, so I really really cherished people who befriend me. ♥️ Love for those friends who never left me ♥️ So I decided to go for it ( which in the end I realized quite a lot of unimates also went 😅 which it did hurt my feelings a bit because when I asked them no one really tell me if they’re going haha, or probably they haven’t really decided by then when I asked) Anyways, so here I am. In my intern years, I decided to stay, and I’ve stayed. Now, I’ve decided it’s time. I’ve been working so hard these years, but I think I should enjoy while working, because life is too short. And I think I’m worth it to have a dream in my life. Never regret resigning and progress further for my career. I’ve always believe if you work hard enough, it will get paid off. I hope I can keep this faith. And… I’ve finally found a job that fit both my dream and life! Hospital pharmacist with appropriate pay. Love it! Hope it will turn out to be a great pharmacist experience. I’ve always wanted to work in hospital since my uni years! Don’t want to waste any moment of my life and I hope to keep it this way because life is just to short to regret 🥹 I just wanna work hard and travel hard and love hard 😂 So difficult… Speaking about love, let me steal a quote from the movie version of 想见你： 愛的過程，不負相遇。每一個人的相逢與交錯，都是命中注定。 So… sigh that one even I work hard also might not have result 😅 Gonna dye my hair purple soon. Ha-ha. And I wanna travel to Europe thank you. Oh ya, 2 minutes to Christmas! Merry Christmas everyone! Home 🏡
Been back to hometown, then to KL because it’s been years since I’ve seen my sister and there’s also a lot of people I wanna meet in KL *ahem* then later back to my hometown again. Time flies, I’ll be flying back to Aussie in a couple more days time (super sad 😭, I mean I miss everyone in Aussie but I miss Malaysia too! And the stress free life here *ahem* 🤣) Here’s some funny conversation with my family here, especially with my dad which I think it’s very worthwhile recording it here hahaha. Okay, these scenarios happened during dinner time. We usually have dinner together and therefore most conversations happen by then 🤣 🧔🏻♂️: Hey, you come back Malaysia work. Me: ??? 🧔🏻♂️: I know you love mummy’s homecook food. If you come back and work you can get mummy to cook for you 🌚 Me:Woahhh are you using mummy’s homecook food to trick me back 🌝 LOL didn’t know my dad miss me that much until he said that 🤣 I’ve always been thinking of staying in Aussie or coming back Malaysia to work. My dad always wants me to come back and my mum always support me to go out and experience life, so this is up to me to decide. Do I want to come back Malaysia? Yep. Do I want to earn more money in Aussie? Yep. So… I guess the win win situation would be me working in Singapore? 🤔 It’s nearer to Malaysia with high currency. I guess I’ll work a few more years in Aussie and plan along the way… Oh, and tonight’s dinner features: 🧔🏻♂️: Girls too educated also not good Me: Wait, what? 🤷🏻♀️ 🧔🏻♂️: You see, too educated difficult find boyfriend and marry 🌚 Me: LOL, rushing into marry without thinking also can result in divorce 🌝 我爸这是在催婚的意思吗？🤣 I didn’t tell my parents this because it’s too lengthy but let me explain: 1. I want to marry also, but all the good guys I know are either married, have girlfriend, or gay 🌝 2. I personally think my social network is too narrow for me to meet new people, and living in Australia makes it worse because my cup of tea is Asian 🌝 3. I think a lot of people nowadays rushing into a relationship too fast without even knowing each other more and I’m a more slow paced person. I think I need to know a person well enough before going into a relationship because I treat it seriously.🥹 To clarify, not that other people doesn’t treat it as serious, just I guess different people prefer to start things at different pace. 4. Love comes in both ways so 单手拍不响 I think it’s so difficult to find someone who clicks and compatible, and when I finally found one, it just happens that we’re not meant to be. 结果还没开始就结束了， 谢谢 😭 Why is this so difficult? 我觉得我没有很挑呀 我只要一个和我三观一致，肯努力上进，爱我的男人，原来这么难😭 Everyone, I’m planning to come back and work in Singapore so whoever have any good guys to recommend please pm me HAHAHA Heyyy I got improve my cooking skills can feed anyone who becomes my boyfriend （self promote 🤣) Here’s a video and photo as an evidence 🤣 more to come! 🤣 otherwise… at least I can feed myself 🥹 (one thing is that you have to accept my home look 🥹)  还是有谁要入赘的，also pm, 我去考虑一下啦，terms and condition applies. Wait, the last sentence is just a joke 🤣 我还等人包养咧🌝 虽然一辈子很短，祝大家都可以和心仪的人过一辈子，因为我觉得这会是一件很幸福的事。 就像我看我爸妈，每次一定会斗嘴，可是还是很爱对方，关心对方，经典的刀子嘴豆腐心。 如果要找男朋友，也至少要像我爸一样爱我疼我。 So basically it’s not education that caused the problem, my dad is the problem because he lifted up the standards 🤣 我不需要轰轰烈烈的爱情。我要的就是安安稳稳的恋爱。我懂你，你懂我，不用太多言语，连安安静静在一起，也可以很舒服，很甜的那种。 原来这么难🌝 如果这一世找不到恋人，希望下辈子你不要再躲了！这一世留我孤苦伶仃，罚你下辈子用一生偿还😭 哎，我还是努力赚钱养自己吧…… |
